my days at home consist of:
- wake up at about 11ish.
- have breaky.
- go on the internet.
- lay around.
- nap.
- go on the internet.
- lay around.
- eat.
- lay around.
- nap.
- eat.
- go on the internet.
- bed.
aaron was over this day to witness my everyday life and afterwards said that he “felt sorry for me.” i was like “yeah ill be thinking of you when you’re AT WORK!” snap. oh i lead a saddd life.
we watched episodes of “stickin around.” possibly the greatest show of all.
this is me brian and aaron squished into the back of jordans tiny car on the way to soccer not last tuesday but the tuesday before. i wish id of gotten a photo of shelley and jordan in the car as well, it was so funny! i had to sit behind jordan because im the shortest and i had to hold my legs against my chest the whole way and they were all laughing at how tiny i was.
HAHA! i love this picture of us. i miss him a lot.
dont you hate..
when you suddenly find out all these things about a person which you’d never known could even be possible for them to do. when you realise just how sneaky and conniving that person could be without you even knowing. when you realise that everyone else could see this side of them for all this time and not tell you, when they could have spared you the heartache of trying your hardest with them and beating yourself up for being an absolute let down because you feel like you’d failed over and over again.
the hardest thing is knowing that it’s your mother that you can never please.
isn't he just adorable.
- me: "why do you feel sick, whats wrong?"
- him: "i got the flu. i cant breathe and i got a headache and i miss you, thats what's wrong. i miss you."
- him: "god i miss you. i need a great big moo kiss."
- me: "oh, you're making me feel so bad. im so worried about you, please go home. as you said there's only an hour to go, they can handle it."
- him: "its just me and jordan and we cant leave the warehouse."
- me: "i miss you heaps too, i need a hug and a kiss from you. ive got my first cousellors appointment tomorrow and im nervous. just look after yourself then. you're too nice for your own good sometimes, tell jordan i said hes got to look after you."
- him: "sweetdreams most sexiest chick ever. i dont even have the right words to describe you. your... your so amanda."
- him: "i dont know why you're so amanda. but i wanna find out. i dont think ive smiled since you left."
